“When the darkness falls and all light has forsaken you, with the clawing of guilt and fear clutching at your soul, and you can find yourself suddenly alone for the first time. At that moment you are forever tempered, hardened and sharpened into the finest blade ever, or shatter upon the forge of tribulations. I choose to survive as that scarred blade.”
Damian Miller, Fall 2005
Well it begins again, I am trying to keep up to date on a blog and hopefully I will be more productive on it than I have been in the past 
It doesn’t hurt that I had a beautiful woman suggest that I start up a blog again 
Well last week was one of the most insane weeks (and depressing) that I have had in years. The week itself started out insane, but got alot better as the week went on, even having dinner with a good friend which helped make my week 100% better. I also wanted to give congrats to my best friend getting engaged, I have been hearing the details right now. Friday I got to play DnD as I normally do and it was a great break to lead into the weekend with. I slept until 10 on saturday, missing all the sat. morning cartoons (boo) but my body must have needed it, I haven’t coughed this entire weekend. Between napping, doing homework, and sleeping, my saturday went to waste fairly quickly, but I was quasi-productive (wish i could have done more, but i needed a break from a hecktic lifestyle).
Sunday has been the same intermediate productivity, I woke up and had a good piece of chocolate cake (this cake is this side of heaven, so much chocolate and to top it off, I had chocolate milk), graded tests, informed Trouble (my 5 month old kitten) that my date palm I brought in from my porch is not a snack, and getting some reading done (ugh, some of the most boring stuff ever). I am trying to get some work done for tomorrow, but I just can’t focus right now and I have no idea why. Just the blah’s of fall coming on I guess. I guess I will just read some more, and work on it in the morning. Horray for ancient history and archaeology, it keeps me busy when I am lonely at night.
